one last day before the release of scripts
reading a couple of things, and trying my best to clear my head
so as to get some rest tonight
damn
had commanding yesterday
or rather the day before,argh Tuesday lah
so yeah,had to shout my arse off
and Lucy said she couldn't hear it from the back of the year sixes
pity,commanders are technically supposed to reach all the way back there
so yep,anyway i don't think i'll ever want to command again
school flag yes,because i don't need to take the pledge
but if i'm commanding,i have to take the pledge
and everyone just comes and says "haha stupid malaysian taking singapore pledge"
-.-
i'm sick of my class
i can't stand it anymore,it's not like i ever wanted or chose to be in this class
and even now as i'm typing furiously on the keyboard,mind racing frantically to come to terms with my probable results
i'm telling myself a new resolution to make:
to be on about band and to practice and practice and practice
so as to carry on the legacy of the trombones
and above all,not to let my seniors down
to all my seniors:
i haven't been the best junior.
i haven't been practicing,and my hot temper often gets in my way
i guess i have to try harder
after all, i don't think i was really that on after joining main band
i was really going through some rough times
i would like everyone to please forgive me,because i wish to be a better band member now
i want to be the best i can be,and i want to be good enough to play in harmony hall
alright,i'm shagged out and about to get scolded,good night/morning

p.s.: I will always love you as a friend, no matter what may happen between us. Even if we don't see each other again, I will still remember you and commit you in my prayers. I'll see you in my dreams, and let me finally understand what it really means to love a friend.