okay,i'm screwed
i didn't BOTHER studying AT ALL for cmaths
consequence?i shall fail
maybe i should just cancel my dream of going to japan
not really useful,right?
i mean like,i don't understand anything in cmaths
really nothing
and i'm doing 2006 paper and i'm crying foul
i can't do anything,and i don't even have the answers/worked solutions to see for paper 1
i really feel like crying now,even though i don't cry over these things
it's really regret,and i know the pain in my parents
they may start scolding,but i really brought this upon myself
i spent the whole day playing games,stupid silly games which won't even help me at all
what's wrong with me?
i know it's wrong and yet i do it
am i like some retard?
who does something wrong purposely?
damn you timothy
damn you for not listening in class
damn you for being such an idiot
damn you for not being able to learn
damn you for liking cherryblossom and paining yourself because she doesn't get your hints
damn you for just not studying before exams
damn you for being a lazy and playful bastard