we have grown strangely distant.is it me or you?

why.why must i lose you?i've already lost someone else this way.do you have to drift away?
she's becoming more reserved already.less cheerful.
and the way she talks is going different already...
she's becoming more quiet.
and i think it's because of me.
i'm trying hard to suppress my emotions.i don't want to get any closer to her.
she's supposed to be taken,well,maybe just in my sense.
i'm getting too emotional already.
everyone,heed my words.
make sure you sort your emotions well before you enter a relationship (in general).
make sure you know what kind of relationship you want with the other person.
or you'll be like me now.
i don't know how to forget her.i just...don't want to hurt her.after all i've done for her?i definitely don't want to hurt her.
but i don't know how...
to tell her...too rude
to block her...too hurting
and she might even be reading this post.so should i lock her out?
but if i do the above,i'll have to block her...
so she won't ask me about it...
i don't know...but for the meantime,i'll just carry on as per normal.
i think maybe i should be a lil' more silent...

why?why are u drifting away?i don't want to lose you...i'm trying to bridge the big gap...

please don't be mistaken if you know you are this person.and please,don't rush to ask me.
could you ask me...nicely please?

karl