okay so maybe we were never compatitable.for the few times i showed up there,haha,it's just a small sentence.

am i getting too obsessed?
well,besides the obvious.
i keep on wanting to play an important role in her life.
well,maybe it's the obvious.
maybe i should just learn that i'm not as important.
well,the experiment had 2 different results.
one kind for yesterday and another kind for today
and i've got a pretty bad flu.though i'm hoping VERY HARD that it's just a stupid lil' sinus (is that how you spell it?) attack.
dang.
well,yesterday she DID start the conversation.
but today,she didn't talk to me.
so i guess,i don't play a too important role in her life.
i mean like,if i see someone important online,i'll go talk to him or her immediately right?

dammit.we're just not meant to be.
and i'm sorry if i have to hurt your feelings this way.it's not what it seems

karl