the retreat into seclusion

shit,i'm in big trouble this time
battery screwed a long time ago,now the charger is also dead for no apparent reason
phooey,it's a lot to go through even in an emo state
a lot,trust me
and now,i'm contemplating seclusion
even though i know it's never possible
withdrawal symptoms?
i'm already breaking my rule
the vow i made to peach
hell,seriously,i freaking don't know why
and now i'm talking to dolphin
and she's like,different
then again,she's always different whenever i talk to her on msn rather than on the phone
or cooking porridge,so mum says
pao zhou,which means wasting a long long time
and freak,let's just put it this way
she's been one of the best people who can understand
very very very well
sighh
anyway,people are running me off their friends' tagboards
just like last time
remember?
run off,and the worst thing is that there's nothing to be said
so yes,i'll leave

i'm not supposed to be emoing.so why the bloody hell am i?

karl