i can't take it anymore...*initiate "breakdown" status*

seriously...
if life goes on like this...
i'll consider making the world a better place
...
uh-huh
i wish goldfish would come online...got lots of things to tell her...
asked mango for goldfish and mermaid's no
sounded damn despo
o.O
(the above line is goldfish's favourite symbol)
panda eyes,she called it
i really enjoyed talking to her...
she's really nice
and she understands...
she listens to my problems
speaks her mind
and i listen to her problems as well
we both understand each other
it's so nice whenever we have conversations
...
must keep my *@#%*@#% in check
already feeling the first symptoms of *@#%*
sux,ain't it?
the way i seem is not what i really am...
i just...
...
oh heck
...
anyway,i've decided
that i should not like another person
till one comes and tells me that she likes me
(when will it happen?that day's too good to be true)
...
anyway,school lately has been something of a gigantic killer for me
firstly,hard to concentrate in classes
(thanks to my own weak resistance to temptation,games and blurness)
o.O
secondly,i'm recruit i/c
and i'm in charge of admin
and i still have QM blood in me
CHAO JI SAI GANG WARRIOR!
oh my son...
cheque,aft cheque,aft cheque,and cash...
and missing 2 sat combined pracs liao
and getting dr lee so pissed
gargh...
i don't want to miss combined
and on fris,i don't want to miss founder's day either
but...
i have to
*@#% it
then i still have to help out in QM work
it's pure suicide
and today drlee caught me sitting on the ledge of the 4th floor
then he shouted at me to get down
o.O
then while waiting for dad
he drove past me
and he slowed down
to stare menacingly at me
!!!
...

ok now i shall bring up past events
firstly,i saw emmanuel aw at the bus stop outside nan hua pri school
he said it was his old school
i was going to piano class
o.O
on another day i was going to piano class
i saw these 2 students in their school uniforms...
a guy and a gal
then the bus was damn DAMN frigging crowded
then they were standing at the exit
the girl was standing against this pole
and the guy was behind her
then he started inching closer towards her
then she shifted away
and she didn't look happy
but the guy just kept on going at her
it was a frigging crowded bus
and they were doing it in full view of the passengers
in school uniform
which school/s?keep guessing...
o.O
ANYWAY
i think i'll be taking my piano exam this year
i hope i'll pass
cos i really haven't been practicing
i want to practise
just that
no time
lazy
or something else
...
peach has lately developed something i diagnosed as hyper-characteritis
she's been damn hyper
and as result
she goes like
LALALA
oh man...gave me a headache
then one day when she had calmed down and sobered up
she told me why she contracted hyper-characteritis
cos her friends preferred her to be hyper
than to be a serious girl
honestly...
i preferred the serious side of her
BUT NEVER MIND
heck with that,she's a perfect liberty to choose
after all...
...
i have to give up on her
...

i don't think i'll ever have a crush for a long time...
until someone says so
i just can't take...
...it
...

anw,IB band has many more girls now
the population has increased
(total population lah)
OH AND SPEAKING OF POPULATION
I'VE FINISHED THIS STUPID STUPID STUPID *@#% GEOG PRESENTATION
IN FLASH FORMAT
wait till i upload it one day,can view it if you want,best viewed with Macromedia Flash MX
anyway,back to ranting
OH MY SON I NEVER EXPECTED IT TO BE SUCH A DAMN *@#% KILLER
IT NEARLY KILLED ME
AND NOW I'M FACED WITH THE POSSIBILITY OF SHOWING A HALF EATEN PRESENTATION
THANKS TO THE STUBBORNESS OF THE SILLY GOAT
SILLY GOAT
GARGH

and about IvP,i must say it was quite crap
i crapped the last 2 innovations
and now
i have to find a way to cannibalise a hole puncher
AND I JUST REALISED I HAVEN'T HANDED UP THIS WKS REFLECTIONS
AND I STILL HAVEN'T FINISHED STUDYING FOR PSCI
AND I'M GONNA FAIL IT
WTF
WTF
WTF
WTF

so anyways,been looking for a new blogskin
and i'm in the midst of changing over
editing the html
i'm using the club skin
cos no one updates that blog liao...
o.O
i forgot who made the most posts
me or SY
edlyn did one or 2
and letty did
...
*drumroll*
...
none
o.O
(panda eyes!)

OH *@#%
I JUST REALISED I DON'T HAVE TOPIC ONE NOTES
F
F
F
AND CLIFTON'S TALKING A HELL LOT OF SHIT

and i need a thumbdrive

karl